My Birthday!!!

So today I have been on this earth for 29 years. 1 more year until the BIG 3-0. In those 29 years. I have been in Love, Lost Love, Given birth to 2 of the best, brightest boys' God could put on this earth and I'm their mother.

29 is going to be a busy year, good year. Since given birth to those bouncing baby boys' I put on a lot of weight. Family history is big people, but in everyone Else's case they are also very tall. Not the case for me. I am 4' 11'' and a quarter(can't forget the quarter) lol unless I am wearing my Z-coils, then I am 5' he he.

When I got pregnant with that first bouncing baby boy I gained 76lbs yes shocking I know. I was 137. On my little frame it was brutal. And it didn't happen until my 4th month and then BAM. He was 8lbs 12oz. So he wasn't little either. He was 4 days late the little shit. After he was born I was able to get down to 180 but it never lasted long. 3 years and 2 months later I was right back up to 213. I hated it. But I got pregnant again.

I gained wight again and ended up having GD. I gained 40lbs. I just looked like a Oompa Loompa. I hated myself. I didn't care I would go out in my PJ's. In 2007 I lost 30lbs but guess what they have found again. and that Little Bouncing Baby Boy was only 6lb 1 oz and is best little Christmas present ever. And also a little shit.

When I was 8 and a half months pregnant with the Little One I was stupid and stood up on a chair. I broke my Fibia from half way up my leg in half straight down. I had to have 6 pins and a plate put in 3 days after I had him and could not walk for 3 months a very dark 3 months.

It wasn't until July of last year that I started to care really care. I want to be around for my kids and I can't stand to look at myself. So I am Having the Lap-Band done. I have tried in years past to lose weight. I have a Thyroid problem that makes it hard to lose weight(also lose year and can't sleep), My ankle is now fused and doesn't move and I have massive arthritis in my lower back from being hit by a car 12 years ago and in my ankle.

I have already started eating less. I just had surgery this past Tuesday so once I heal I am going to start Wii Fit again.

And tonight I got to spend it with 13 friends, Drinking, Eating, and Laughing. I am very blessed.

Cancer Sucks!!!

While I was away on Vacation a friend of mine's ex-husband(got that) was diagnosed with Colon and Liver Cancer. When they did the surgery they removed over 100 Polyps only 2 were cancerous. They also found 2 spots on his Liver. When he went back they told him the cancer was in stage 4 and 15 % survival rate. He lives for his boys 6th grade and freshmen. He hasn't been able to start chemo yet because his incision hasn't completely healed from surgery, and he is trying to get some more opinions. Today there was a benefit for him and we went to it. I had not seen him since mid-June and holy moly the changes. I am just going to keep praying to God for a miracle and healing, If you pray please do the same. As the kids' were off playing(all 4 of them) and the adults talked. The place was packed. Cancer Sucks.

Our Weekend!

This weekend is jam packed. Today we are going to a benefit for a friend who is battling stage 4 Colon and Liver Cancer. Then tomorrow is Church and dinner with friends for my birthday, while the boys' go to a school skating party.

The boys' have been in school for a week and a half. They love it. The Big One is in 5 th grade but is taking 6th grade math. His teacher said she would put him in 8th grade reading if she could. He is also doing soccer which is kicking his butt, band, then basketball, and track. Heard there is going to be a chess Club so that too.

The Small one' is in 1st and loves and he is so cute in his uniform. Just trying to get him to do homework has been a little bit of a pain, but we have been so busy too.

The Big One' is already dealing with girl issues' geez louis'. He has had a girlfriend for almost 5 years next month. she is in 8th grade and I love her. Now a week and half into school and he was told that this other girl likes him and he says he thinks he likes her too. Oh my its already starting.

tiny update!!!!

I have been working on vacation posts of our month long vacation. I have also been busy this weekend as its the last weekend before school starts woohooo. oh and addicted to Sorority Life on facebook.

I'm hoping to be back

I am really going to try this time I promise. I have been reading about Blogher and would love to go. Right not me and the snots at watching BB 11. Hopefully tomorrow I will get to our month long vacation that was AWESOME!!!!