My Birthday!!!

So today I have been on this earth for 29 years. 1 more year until the BIG 3-0. In those 29 years. I have been in Love, Lost Love, Given birth to 2 of the best, brightest boys' God could put on this earth and I'm their mother.

29 is going to be a busy year, good year. Since given birth to those bouncing baby boys' I put on a lot of weight. Family history is big people, but in everyone Else's case they are also very tall. Not the case for me. I am 4' 11'' and a quarter(can't forget the quarter) lol unless I am wearing my Z-coils, then I am 5' he he.

When I got pregnant with that first bouncing baby boy I gained 76lbs yes shocking I know. I was 137. On my little frame it was brutal. And it didn't happen until my 4th month and then BAM. He was 8lbs 12oz. So he wasn't little either. He was 4 days late the little shit. After he was born I was able to get down to 180 but it never lasted long. 3 years and 2 months later I was right back up to 213. I hated it. But I got pregnant again.

I gained wight again and ended up having GD. I gained 40lbs. I just looked like a Oompa Loompa. I hated myself. I didn't care I would go out in my PJ's. In 2007 I lost 30lbs but guess what they have found again. and that Little Bouncing Baby Boy was only 6lb 1 oz and is best little Christmas present ever. And also a little shit.

When I was 8 and a half months pregnant with the Little One I was stupid and stood up on a chair. I broke my Fibia from half way up my leg in half straight down. I had to have 6 pins and a plate put in 3 days after I had him and could not walk for 3 months a very dark 3 months.

It wasn't until July of last year that I started to care really care. I want to be around for my kids and I can't stand to look at myself. So I am Having the Lap-Band done. I have tried in years past to lose weight. I have a Thyroid problem that makes it hard to lose weight(also lose year and can't sleep), My ankle is now fused and doesn't move and I have massive arthritis in my lower back from being hit by a car 12 years ago and in my ankle.

I have already started eating less. I just had surgery this past Tuesday so once I heal I am going to start Wii Fit again.

And tonight I got to spend it with 13 friends, Drinking, Eating, and Laughing. I am very blessed.