The first week and a half is never a good week for us. On Feb. 4th,2000,I lost my love to a drunk driver. He was out with 2 friends and all 3 were killed on impact. 4 days later Our son turned 1. Even thou our son never knew his wonderful father he still takes this day very hard. I don't blame him. I could not imagine it. this is what I put on my facebook.
I'm apologizing now for this week. Thursday marks the 10 year of K's death. And The Big One does not deal well with it. My heart breaks for my son that never knew the wonderful man that was his father. I weep for K for never being able to know his great son. We Love you and miss you, K. Please take care of us from up there this week.
I have already started crying today and its only Monday. The Big One had a counseling appt. this morning. his 1st one at this new place. It was very emotional so we just came home. He does not want to go to school on Thursday and I will probably let him. He is not alone in his class with having a father that has passed. He is the only one who lost him so young.
Next Tuesday The Big One turns 11. We are going to the capital city and going to the Children's Museum. Hopefully we will be able to have some fun.